Male. Under 20. I've been through a lot. Life's hard. Especially when leading a life of integrity, purity, and morality. Just keep pushing though. You'll make it. But through what? I don't know yet. At least for myself. Everyone is different. Some days I want to quit. But life doesn't stop. So neither should I. If anyone needs help or advice, message me. I never turn anyone down. Please don't let things consume you.
depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like what
if you ever call me annoying, even if it’s just jokingly, the chances of me ever speaking to you again are slim to none because I’ll be so afraid that every little word or sound that comes out of my mouth will aggravate you and make you cringe and hate my existence
I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.
I need to breathe. A lot. So many emotions. So little time. Help me. And help her. And everyone. I don’t know anything. I’m so complicated. But I have to be strong too.
I fucking hate myself. I don’t even know why I feel like this. But what does it matter in the end. Useless of a person. I can’t lead them in the right direction, I can’t do anything. I need to change who I am. Because this being nice isn’t cut out for me. I can’t go back either. I’m gonna stand my ground. You don’t care, so fine. I won’t care either. I cared too much to begin with. I need a walk. I can’t let myself cry tonight. I need to go somewhere else. I pray to God so He can give me strength. I hate life… I hate how useless I’ve been. I haven’t changed anything. I need to better myself.
Getting sick of people who betray or upset me calling me strong like it makes it ok.
I’m not even strong. You’re hurting me and I let you do it because I’m weak and I don’t want to be alone.
